Creepy McCreep
2-I’m in the process of packing all my lively belongings and shipping them off to Grandma’s (is he going to commit or are you doing all the committing?) garage while trying on cable-knit tights so I won’t get cold when I ride around town on my soon to have/I hope to have bike! YAY! No more drunk dialing, just drunk riding! Good times, good times…
3-I now have:
Skype (audio)
Sightspeed (video)
and printer! finally! to take with me! and it prints photos too! I’m sure I’ll be happy I have it when I’m living under the 405 overpass because I can’t afford rent!
4-But to ease me of that fear, I also have:
reinstated teaching credential (but no more tenure status) so I can look for real planning job while making better money substitute teaching than a salaried planning position. Horray for career advancement! It is so good it deserves lots of!!!!!rrr!!!!!
5-Being introduced to all the liebling’s friends and colleagues has been really stressful for me over the past few months. It’s been really tough thinking that somehow I have to measure up to the person he left in a way that justifies our current relationship. The last one I met was a bit condescending, but today’s experience was markedly better.
This morning I had desayuno fuerte with the liebling and his agent, who is really talkative and wonderful but describes herself as a pagan-buddhist-gnostic with a dash of Hindu. She earns points for not being Christian, but loses most of them again for being a desperately- seeking-spirituality type. She continues to lose points because she is tall and skinny and booby and funny and flirts, but I can’t pretend to be mad at her because she is, in the end, really wonderful. And she sees that he’s happy, and may attribute that somehow to him knowing me. Yeah, I’ll go with that.
